Friday, December 16, 2016

15 days.

15 more days and I'm already having the "Mummy Withdrawal Syndrome."

I love you mummy, I will always be your best friend.

Monday, November 28, 2016

33 days.

33 more days to a whole new chapter.

Nowadays, concentrating on trying to stay afloat seems so hard. Each passing day feels like a wave hitting me, pushing me to shore.. only the shore is 33 meters away.

As my fiancee would like to say, "Sikit lagi, sikiiiit lagi."

Ok, "sikit lagi" it is.

Still anxious bride

Monday, November 21, 2016


On the road driving with million things running through my mind, I was on the verge of a mini panic attack.

Anxiety started to creep in my tighten chest and all of a sudden, a ray of hope came through in a form of a huge, colourful rainbow. 

It was the most beautiful rainbow I have ever seen.

I gave a silent prayer and I knew, everything will be okay. 


Friday, November 18, 2016

43 days.

43 days to a new beginning.

To be honest, I never knew starting something new would be this overwhelming. I guess this is what happy, sad, excited, scared, worried, sensitive, emotional and anxious feel like at the same time. A wave of emotions are running through me right now and I don't know what to feel anymore.

So many things to do, so many feelings to feel...

Preparations are okay, it's just the nerves and excitement. 

Ok, I'm off. 

Anxious future bride.