moody

unhappy but its for the best.

right now my daily routine consists of staying locked up in my room and sleeping. not in the mood for anything.

goodbye

again and again.

so many things have been happening lately..

and most of them are not at all pretty.

the most crucial reason comes from me. i have been creating problems. alot of problems lah selalu. haih.. and i'll feel guilty everytime. i can be so insensitive its scary. hard la to stop. why im like this pun i can honestly say i dont know. its me, i have issues. no no im not saying this with an attitude to show off or something, its just something i need to get off my chest. truly, honestly i have issues. i keep on doing stupid things that can jeopardize things that are valuable to me. haih.. why la im like this.. why.. i usually mean right but it always..comes out wrong. i didnt mean to do it and at the back of my head im always aware what are the consequences but i stiiillll keep on doing it.. how la i can live with myself. dah selalu sangat kot. always at the wrong time and place to be making this kind of things. eeeeeee. selfish selfish selfish.

No title

I hope she changes her mind.

At the same time, I dont want her to suffer also.

Went out with my friends earlier. Felt better and it helped me keep my mind off of things..

Man, jalan dekat kl tersangatlah kosong! i like :)

Congrats :)

I love attending weddings..








Dressing up, seeing people happy.. Absolutely worth it :)

My friend's big sister got married on 21st November 2009. The wedding was held two days. The first day was the nikah and the second day was the reception. The bride looked soo beautiful! :DD

Congrats Kak Long and Abang Fairuz :)

My Convocation Day!

Bonjour!




Soo.. since I've been missing in action in the blogging world for quite sometime.. There were soo many things I wanted to blog about but was too busy. Soooo now I'm on holiday, I can so totally update!

Well well the thing I wanted to blog most was about my convocation day. Yes, yes! I've finally had my convocation on 18th of October 2009. Huehue. Boy, I was so excited that day.. only God knows!

Luckily, the people I sat next to were really fun (whom were people I know and my roomie :p) soo it was super duper fun. And the ceremony was not that boring as we were making jokes all the way. Yes, yes naughty us :p

As I waited my turn to receive my diploma scroll from the Pro Chancellor, I couldn't help but smile all the way. Even my siblings, who were outside the hall (only parents were allowed to be in the hall) said I smiled all the way. Hikhik funny. It was honestly one of the proudest moments of my life. I couldn't help but feel happy and proud of myself! Huehue.

P/S uhmm lookie at the pics! nice right right? I edited using Adobe Lightroom. This post was actually an excuse for me to put up these pictures! (Experimented pictures from using Lightroom!)

Mania

Soo since my last paper is Writing for PR, I can relax a little bit. to prepare myself for this one month plus holiday, I am now reading Twilight novel, again. Well, ok ok I am so guilty of reading Edward and Bella's part only.. huhaha. And I know I am so guilty of dissing Twilight the movie buuuutttt I can't wait for New Moon the movie HUAHAHAHHAA.

For those who do not know me, I am obsessed with the Twilight saga novels. hahahaha. I've read all four novels. Huahahaha. And when I read, I can stay locked up in my room for hours and not eat just to read and read. Yes, I am a bookworm :DD

When my mom saw I was reading Twilight (again), she said "Twilight AGAIN????" Soo.. she recommended me to read books from James Patterson. My sister recommended me like a number of times but I was so obsessed with Twilight at that time LOL. And not to mention, chic lits LOL :p okkaayy I'll give Mr. Patterson a shot! Oh yeah, my favourite author is Sidney Sheldon :p huehue.

P/S I think Halloween is on the tv right now. Or mebbe it's Friday the 13th? I dont know.. looks like somebody's killing somebody.. WUWUW scary! Lucky there's my niece to keep me company.. but she's sleeping. LOL

go away antsss!

okaayyy i am sooo annoyed!

why are there ants coming out from my laptop?? GRRR. go away ants GO AWAYYYY!!! SHOOO!

i think there's like an ant house in there! grrrrrrrrr